Confused and hurt...

[DoubleEdgeSword]

I have NO idea what is going on, but everything seemed to be going well here until yesterday... I've been possibly intentionally ignored despite my politeness and understanding on this forum. I'm pretty confused right now, if not hurt.

Was it something I did? Is someone feeding lies and bad rumors about me that would cause people to just toss me aside like trash on here? I want to at least know what exactly is going on. Everything was going so well in the past few days...

Anyways, I feel like I should at least bring this issue into the light and have it solved smoothly. I have changed for the better, not only for myself, but for the people around me, online and IRL. I'm not going to get angry, but I would at least like to know what's going on... I just hope people aren't trying to test me to see if I get angry or if someone's trying to bait me. So far, since I came back, I've shown nothing but kindness to you guys...

[Evangeline]

I just got online today and yesterday, after replacing a dead HD, so I've been busy getting everything back to shape. Remember, being pleasant and showing it over time will get you more long-term results. Developing patience goes both ways. You will have to work past this thing called "history" which some people will be inclined to hold against you. It doesn't sound fair, but this effectively places the onus on you to prove that things will not be as in the past.

[DoubleEdgeSword]

Mar 22, 2008 14:21:30 GMT -5 Evangeline said:

I just got online today and yesterday, after replacing a dead HD, so I've been busy getting everything back to shape. Remember, being pleasant and showing it over time will get you more long-term results. Developing patience goes both ways. You will have to work past this thing called "history" which some people will be inclined to hold against you. It doesn't sound fair, but this effectively places the onus on you to prove that things will not be as in the past.

I know, I'm just nervous because I think someone's trying to see if I get angry... that's just wrong.

[foreignconcepts]

I don't think they're trying to test your patience, perhaps it's that some people need to come around to the idea of giving you a second chance. For your sake and theirs, I hope they do. I've never been directly involved with any of your previous altercations on here, so I'm not really biased one way or another, but you have to be prepared that others may take a bit more time to come around. Be patient, and we will keep you updated and involved as best we can until then

Sarah